Dance talk.

Now, at 1:30 in the morning is when I miss having a boyfriend the most. A time when upon arriving home from a night out, I am still wired, but want to talk. Sleepy, but up for filling someone in on the happenings of the evening. I guess for lack of a substitute, the blog will have to suffice this time.

I was invited to a birthday party tonight of one of my fellow swing dancers. Someone who I admire his dance skills, but have never really gotten to know. I guess I was a little surprised by the invite, but excited at the same time. As much as I love hosting, and hanging out with people, for some reason, the people on the swing dance circuit have always been in another world to me. I'd come out dancing, get in some good dances, have fun, and then go home. Socializing outside of the dance floor was never something I was interested in. But I guess now that I'm out of school, I have been dancing more, and kind of wish I'd gotten to know a lot of the dancers better. For one, everyone is not exactly like me. I tend to hang out with a ton of people who are nerdy, engineer types. Not that they don't exist dancing, but just that there are other types too. Also, these are people that I am pretty much guaranteed to see on a regular basis out dancing, and it's fun to have people to catch up with during the times I am not dancing.

As is the case in any social environment, there are cliques, and there are certainly dance cliques that I have no interest in being a part, but for the most part, the dance people are fun, interesting, and nice people, and I am glad I had a chance to socialize off the dance floor.

::sigh::...I wish I had someone to tell this to over the phone or in person...but I definitely need single time right now. I am not ready to be over Josh just yet.