Monday, November 27, 2006

What if.

I have always had this dreaded complex that something bad will happen. It really is a horrible thing to think, but I’ve always felt like one day, something really bad is going to happen to me. Maybe it’s my type A personality trying to plan for all possible issues in a plan (this plan being – life). Maybe I have a slight case of paranoia. I don’t know. Maybe it’s a totally normal “what if” type mentality – what if someone gets deathly ill, what if I cause a horrible accident, what if I have a child with a disability, what if what if what if…

I don’t normally mull over any of these what ifs. I am just curious…anyone else have a case of the “what if”s?

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